Well, I've decided to post anyway since I have nothing much to do rather than shopping and taking pictures all day long. Sentosa was fascinating, the butterflies place, the underworld 3, opssie, I mean the under water world something, I could barely remember it. Singapore's full of Chinese. We ran into erwan's cousins today, vacation on Sentosa too. They seem nice and sorta flirty, which I dislike. No one in this world has what it takes to even touch my hand, except Robert Pattinson*Obsession* ;D not much that I can say, S'pore's ordinary, I've been here several times. Too bad daniel couldn't come, mom didn't want him to come with us, hard to control him. I took a lot of photos of myself, I'll upload it later if I have time. I miss my M.A, I need him soo badly. ='( I wanted to get on9 but I know he won't be there. Btw, it was last minute when he
told me that he was going on a vacation to somewhere. Didn't even tell me how long will he be there. That was partly the reason I got pissed off. We didn't even get the chance to spend our time together. My flight was actually scheduled this afternoon, but considering the fact that I'm pissed off, I've decided to depart earlier. Hmm.. I Love you sayang.. Good Night.. Take Care yea.. I'll be back soon, I promise.
Friday, December 26, 2008
Badly.
Badly.
Well, I've decided to post anyway since I have nothing much to do rather than shopping and taking pictures all day long. Sentosa was fascinating, the butterflies place, the underworld 3, opssie, I mean the under water world something, I could barely remember it. Singapore's full of Chinese. We ran into erwan's cousins today, vacation on Sentosa too. They seem nice and sorta flirty, which I dislike. No one in this world has what it takes to even touch my hand, except Robert Pattinson*Obsession* ;D not much that I can say, S'pore's ordinary, I've been here several times. Too bad daniel couldn't come, mom didn't want him to come with us, hard to control him. I took a lot of photos of myself, I'll upload it later if I have time. I miss my M.A, I need him soo badly. ='( I wanted to get on9 but I know he won't be there. Btw, it was last minute when he
told me that he was going on a vacation to somewhere. Didn't even tell me how long will he be there. That was partly the reason I got pissed off. We didn't even get the chance to spend our time together. My flight was actually scheduled this afternoon, but considering the fact that I'm pissed off, I've decided to depart earlier. Hmm.. I Love you sayang.. Good Night.. Take Care yea.. I'll be back soon, I promise.
I miss him. =(
I wonder what he's up to right now. we're soo far apart but I always believed that we're closer to the heart.. I'm not mad at him anymore.. I miss him and I regret to have ever been so rude to him.. I'm sorry syg.. =( I'm going back home tomorrow, I guess.. Can't live long enough for even 3 days without him. There it is, another sacrification, for him. Eventhough sometimes it seems like he never did appreciate me.. I'm happy being with him, truly. =') I love you sayang.. I really do.. I'm still at Sentosa though, thank god ada service here. Hmm. Later.
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Queshiee
RULES
#1 Do the “Letter MEME”.
#2 Copy the “How-to” Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.
How you do the Letter Meme:
Dear (the last person who left a text message on your phone):
I don’t really know how to tell you this, but __1__. I think I realised it when/on __2__3__ and I saw __4__5__. I’m sure you’re __6__ enough to understand __7__.. I’m returning __8__ to you, but I’ll keep __9__ as a memory. You should also know that I __10__11__. __12__.
Love, (your name).
P/S: You’re so lifeless, __13__ (the name of person who hugged you).
1. What’s the colour of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’ll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn’t match
Grey - You’re a pervert
Yellow - I’m selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You’re a loser
Other - I’m in love with your sister
2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes
3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women’s clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife
4. What’s the colour of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out
5. What’s the colour of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United’s goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk
6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed
7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I’ve felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn’t exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we’re cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I’m allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Over joyous - That I’m open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks
8. What’s the colour of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - How awful I’ve felt
Other - Your memories from the military service
9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David’s tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college
10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always thought of
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked
11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics
12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family
13. What is your favourite activity when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks – Ugly pig
Foosball – Silly duck
Shopping – french kisser
Indulging for food – Cranky banana
Movies – Smelly Armpits
Snacks – Horny Wolf
Snooker – Tiny nipples
Bowling – Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities – Vain pot
Having a long talk – Nose picker
Taking pictures – Dumb bitch
Other – Burn yourself
Dear Erwan:
I don’t really know how to tell you this, but our romance is over. I think I realised it when I changed tennis shoes in the mental hospital and I saw you sit on Manchester united’s goalkeeper. I’m sure you’re scared enough to understand that we’re cousins .. I’m returning your ring to you, but I’ll keep your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I always thought of Oprah Winfrey’s imitations, go and drown yourself. Love, Nurul.
P/S: You’re so lifeless, dumb bitch, Erwan.
Morning
I got up this morning with tears. This isn't working, the more I try tried forget him, the more I want him. ='( I miss him, truly, damnly, greatly, missing him. Well, after doing some shopping, we'll be off to Sentosa Island. We went for breakfast at cafe le claire this morning. Later.
